Just Smile.

"I’ve figured it out. I’ve figured out why my heart belongs to you. I’ve figured out why the stars shine brighter when you are around. I’ve figured out why your smile makes the butterflies in the pit of my stomach flutter like never before. I’ve figured out why you are the one for me. It’s because when I am with you everything seems clear. I don’t mean that in the clichéd or generic way – I mean that when I look at you, when I kiss you or when I have you in my arms – the world gets less messy. I know I am a stress head, a perfectionist and pedantic at some times. However, when I am with you, all of that goes away. That is why I am so attracted to you, why my heart and soul long for you. Because for those few seconds, minutes or hours – all of my worries float off into a distant world and all that I am thinking about is no longer there. You are the only person that can make me feel as if there is nothing wrong in the world, the only person who makes me forget that I have so much to do in so little time or even that everything is not perfect as I would like. There is no way of explaining how wonderful it is. The feeling of being able to say I am in complete bliss. It reassures me that happily ever afters do exist. It proves to me that there can be a story book ending. It reminds me of the reason people continuously put themselves on a very thin line for love. It is for that feeling. The feeling you give me without even trying, just by smiling in my direction or looking at me the way that people longed to be looked at. So yeah, maybe fairy tales aren’t real, and maybe they do appear as somewhat a fantasy – but that feeling, that feeling sends me higher than the soul can hope and higher than the mind can hide. You are the essence of my happiness and complete delight – and for that, I will love you. I will love you so that every day I can be reminded of that feeling and at the same time, I can use every inch of my being to make you experience that amazing, indescribable, flawless, spontaneous, magnificent feeling."

- 23 May 2012

That uncertain feeling that eats away at you inch by inch.

- 16 May 2012

For once, could I be your one and only?

- 28 March 2012

- 21 March, 2012

- 17 March, 2012

"‘I’m just tired’. Translation: I am absolutely lost, I feel as if I have no-one and no-one is there for me. But instead of telling you I feel numb or upset or just plain crappy, I will tell you I am tired so that I don’t have to fake a smile, but instead just give a reason for not having one which doesn’t lead you to asking questions."

- 1 March 2012

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- 6 February 2012

The regretful feeling when you realize that even though you told yourself not to get attached, to let him chase you, to just keep is casual - you have fallen for him… and then comes the feeling that scares you to death, that he may not have fallen for you.

2 notes - 5 February 2012

The past year has been an eye opener. Best friends have been discovered, best friends have been lost, there has been disappointment and also excitement. I have decided what I deserve and what I’m not willing to put up with any longer. I know who really cares and who is merely just co-existing with me. I have learnt what matters and what I could do without. I’ve experienced new things, loved new things and surprisingly even hated new things. There have been ups and downs, memories lost and memories gained. There have been friendships mended and some broken. Throughout all this however, there has always been more-more to be learnt, more to be attained, more to love, more to hate, more to lose and more to break. There is always more to life, there has to be. It is the journey we are on which leads us to more and I am ready to discover it.

- 10 January 2012